Contents
Sandstone Village
Marissa Kopco
Classroom
Marissa Kopco
Nurture Nest
Margalit Schindler
Star Shooting
Jenna Citrus
Entwined
Jenna Citrus
It Is All in the Mind
Jenna Citrus
"definitions belong
to the definers, not
the defined"
Emily Sirko
The Sand’s Script
David Albert Solberg
The Night of
the Dance
Devin Prasatek
Continuing
Cognitive Decline
Charlsa Hensley
Divisionism
Amy Hinman
Humility
Jamie Lefevre
enbulbed
Emily Sirko
Dripping Conviction of an Everlasting Beauty
Nada Abdelrahim
Crossword Puzzles
Elizabeth Schoppelrei
Another Restless Night in My Apartment
Charles Childers
A Dark and Early Breakfast
Kara Wellman
I Speak of
Lindsay Hansard
Self Portrait as a Ghost
Jenna Citrus
Pocket Watch
Andrea Ruffier
Allison
Katy Knight
Listening In
Elizabeth Schoppelrei
Priceless Advice
Erin Amschlinger
Make Me Like Autumn
Emily Sirko
What I Want to Know About You
Emily Sirko
Time Lines
RoseMary Klein
Danger of Devotion
Jennevie Stephenson
Lies We Tell Our Children
Paige Thulin
I Speak of
The Negro speaks of rivers and
the woman speaks of houses and the white man speaks of—
Money can buy you everything but
it can’t buy you understanding,
because I
am me and I speak of all the things I don’t understand.
Like politics and music and that time I was a kid in church
and I felt so connected to God that I wept but ten years later
I called myself an atheist and never looked back.
Up to the “get your head out of the clouds kid,”
my dad said.
I speak of love and I really don’t understand that.
I speak of you and your freckles that look like a million little stars
and I am so jealous.
Because I wish I had a connection to the universe,
the big things happening out there,
but I am just
alone.
And you, your laugh. I look up to the sky and I wish that…
I wish I may, I wish I might
be able to capture you and study you,
examine every piece of you.
All the stars on your skin, the sunlight in your hair,
and figure out why you don’t ever seem to care that I don’t call you back
when I said I would.
Try to find happiness in this world,
but the truth is that I’m completely broken and it’s not that
I don’t know where to look, it’s that I’m like an explorer who
finally reaches the shores of his new-found land
and then realizes that he never actually wanted to find it after all.
That he should have just stayed at home and explored
the women of his town instead,
because that disappointment could not
feel like this
This is when he ends it all.
Money can buy you everything but it can’t
buy you understanding. I know this because
I connect to this world the most when I have nothing and
the emptiness in my pocket is liberating and for the first time
I feel free and for the first time I feel happy
and for the first time I feel
hungry.
And I would rather be unhappy than dead,
I think.
I speak of things I don’t understand,
like you and the time you were really sick and you accidentally
coughed all over me
like an old man,
but I didn’t care—I liked it.
I wanted your disgusting perfect germs to infect me and
connect me
to you
Are mostly what I think about when I think of the things
that I don’t understand. I keep trying to describe you
and find you and write you and
keep you this way
forever,
but I don’t know how to do that. And
sometimes you actually scare me and by the end of my
attempts I don’t have the right phrases and
the only words I know I should say are
me and
you.
About the Author
Lindsay Hansard is a junior at McKendree University double-majoring in English literature and philosophy. Outside of the classroom, she works as a literary research assistant and serves as the president of several campus organizations including the Literary InterestSociety, the Philosophy Club and the Young Feminists.